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(Source: lordschuft, via fetish4)
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Painfully in love
Why does it have to be so hard? Why does it have to hurt so much? Why does loving you leave me so empty and bare? You drag me around and play with my head…I know you are not good for me…but I am drawn so deep. You know this and you play this. You only “love” me when I have something you need. Fullfill your desire to cure your lonliness or broken self esteem. You seem so strong on the outside…but I know you are so weak. But I think I am the weaker one because you have me locked into your sick obsession. Marionette…pull my strings closer to you…I am your puppet and you know just how to manipulate me. I hate you for this!
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your secret pleasure
You are not wounded…
You are not in pain…
Funny how you play on my emotions…
You know it kills me to see your pain…
But your pain is your pleasure…
To throw at me with false misery…
Your eyes are burdened…
Your glare is fierce with hurt…
Your words are toxic…
But most of all…
They are your helmet, shield, and sword…
Your protection for your lies…
You make me feel the pain…
In which you say I caused…
The only pain you will truly feel…
Is the knife digging deep…
By your own hand…
Backfired empty promises…
The weight of my passion, love, and sacrafice…
being ripped away…
Yeah, You will feel that pain…
Because you will realize…
I am not your number…
I am not your little prey…
In this crazy game you play.
TLUSK 711
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(Source: fetish4)
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over
I get so angry…
So mad at myself…
I wonder how I could be so foolish…
Again…
I did not see at first…
The pain deep inside…
I trusted…
Again…
Falling down is not easy.
After giving so much.
Feeling that high, and then the crash,
Makes that fall hard to stand.
I believed in you…
I believed in you…
Now I see…
You don’t care, you don’t need…
I am part of your collected hearts.
Does this mean you won?
Does this make you feel strong?
Pull and play on my weakness…To make you complete…
As my weakness is your strength…
Your words are venom…secret little lies…
Funny how your words have no value now…
In the beginning they were my prize.
TLUSK 711
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(Source: monsieur831)
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(Source: monsieur831)
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"Don’t bend; don’t water it down; don’t try to make it logical; don’t edit your own soul according to the fashion. Rather, follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly."
-(Source: grringirl, via loveyourchaos)
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(Source: lori-rocks)
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Sometimes that love is right in front of your eyes…
Dangerously so close you overlook…
The love that was forsaken and mistaken…
Misunderstood and rejected…
Yes that love was there all along!
Joseph Addison
About Me:
I am a mysterious one...I am even a mystery to myself. Give me a little and I will take a lot, that is just my nature.
Don't let my exterior fool you. My mind runs with the darker side...My desire is your pleasure.
My mind will open if you dare to venture...Pandora's Box if you will.
